How are brains so fucked that you can remember that overwhelming shitty feeling from fucking 15 years ago when a doctor tries to recommend you a fix for whatever is wrong with you but they say it like…not 100% shitty but it’s intrusive and you’re already ashamed of the thing so your brain is just one giant mass of panic and fear? 

So I was randomly browsing music videos and I finally saw (well, more like only payed attention to) the tail end of the one for ‘Earned It’ by The Weeknd and I kind of love how like…in one shot he’s like kind of ducking away from the chick who is suspended?? by ropes?? and he’s kind of crooning his “oooOOh” thing and glancing around and he looks kind of disconcerted and a tad scared and just

I feel you buddy

I feel you