tfw you happen to randomly run across a comic on tumblr that succinctly explains the past 18 years of your life in a condition that you didnt know existed and you didnt know to ask about it because the way you are just *is* and your family is a bunch of lazy shits* who never go to the doctor for anything beyond “wow i think i’m dying” and you were always too ashamed of the way you were to comment or bring attention to…whatever the fuck was going on so that’s just how you’ve been for almost 30 fucking years